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My Unusual Life (should be a trip to read, true story)

January 11, 2024 - 03:44

I know I went on about some of my life like a weirdo in other posts, but I think I figured out what’s wrong with the life I’m living, or at least what I know as the truth so far. I think my “family” are inter-dimensional time travelers who can mind-read. When I tell them about how I feel about my life, they automatically “assume” I’m hallucinating, and “people” know who I already am without even having knowledge of who they are. I don’t know if you call it the “devil,” but “people” who may be aliens have been revolving around my life, monitoring me. “People” mimic my old self too to make me regress in life, and they try to make me like them a little too much. Now, when I try to contact them, they ignore me completely and put up images of how I’d die, basically because my health has been hijacked, and the pictures and dates they posted relate 100%. Anyway, when I was about six or seven years old, the original grey brick game boy I used to play with automatically had a perfect backlit black and white screen at one point in the 90s. As a kid, I thought this was completely normal. But when I lost the game boy and a few years later found it, the backlight was gone and the game boy wouldn’t work anymore. Also, at one time I also stared into a static, unworking channel on the TV, and for some reason it showed a small part of the drive-thru scene of the movie The Fifth Element when I was six years old, and this was years before the movie came out, then the screen went back to static after the part of the scene ended. Also, there was a mandela-effect experience I had with the TV show Kenan & Kel. The episode where Kel was in the bagging contest seemed way more innocent in a way, but the thing about it is that I was in a dreamy state when I think about it now compared to how I felt back then while watching it. When I downloaded all the Kenan & Kel episodes in 2021, I came across the episode I was just mentioning, and I was like, I remember this… But the episode was much crazier and not so innocent, especially the ending. I was like, What the heck is this? I do not remember it being that way. The thing about it is that I’m naturally innocent and too intelligent, so they have to brainwash me into being stupid. If I’m using my smarts, they call me dumb; when I’m dumb, they call me smart. I could have changed the world for the better when they didn’t brainwash me into not paying attention in school. I came across a few pages of these textbooks about health and biology in class, and I could see some lies being put into them when I think about how misleading this “knowledge” is. The only thing that’s even worth a damn is language and math. Hey, but even the English language can be so extremely word-bending and intentionally punny, like aliens created it to mess with a human’s mind. Even my picture that was taken, which I do not remember, is of me as a toddler crying on Santa Claus’s lap; he must’ve inserted feelings into my being or images into my mind. The picture was put in the living room, which I saw when I was like 4 or 5 years old. I had an experience of which they can do, like that one time a very clear picture of Guy Fawke’s mask popped into my head, and my “friend” the next day changed his Facebook picture to a Guy Fawke’s mask. And what’s the term I saw in a physics book? Negative acceleration when a car is going backwards? That makes no sense unless it’s in conflict with the position of either the north or south poles. In programming, putting a negative value on a vehicle will make it go backwards. Is that a way to make me think this is a simulation? Well, now my eyes are sensitive to light. What’s going on here? There is even color symbolism with the p!nk color. Also, my “family” knows what actions I’ll take before it even happens; am I being mind-controlled? Hardcore Weed makes me easily controlled by others. And one time I walked to my “sister’s” room and looked at the mattress, expecting to find something underneath it. I lifted it up and found Playboy magazines at 10 years old; at that time, I had never done drugs. My mom once said, Where’s your Playboy? instead of the word Game Boy, like she knew what I was already doing. I even knew a code for Tetris without having previous knowledge of it. I pressed down A and B and held them down while I turned on the system, waited until the title screen, released the buttons, and it made the game play faster. This is some MK-Ultra crap, is it? It feels like if I hadn’t been brainwashed and terrorized when I was young, I wouldn’t have been a mind-controlled puppet. It feels like time-traveling is in the mix too. I’m pretty sure some people here in the forum know the truth, but it’s better to hide the plans than expose them, is that right? Click

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